An Interpretation of Myself

Have no doubt, I am a magic man. My proof is as deep as you dare to penetrate. I draw, play music, dance, sing, write, garden, and rock crafts of all types - I build this internet nation because I am other-worldly, and I have more to give this time and place -- An athlete, a warrior, a scholar, a citizen and a Chief. I walk freely in the cities, and I live contentedly in the forests. I have the body of an immortal, a mind in my control, and a soul that is free.

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And! Believe it or not, I am totally humble! I love all people for your myriad existences, I study you with awe and admiration. I know very well that you have confronted everything and survived everything to be here - and I know how our hearts just ache over it all...so each smile, each clever turn-of-phrase, each sexy strut...I see you as a triumph of Spirit. Your style and personality - you inspire me and make me feel pride in humanity. I love you! Dig? I want to meet more of you! Da me da me da me maaaaaas por favor!

Ok here goes...This is bound to kill off about 97% of you lovely ladies whom otherwise would surely fall madly in love with me --- but in this day-and-age of false pretense {modern-slang:"creepers";},
HONESTY should be hotter than anything else. Well here it is: I know my soul-mate, my Queen. Yes, she's a real woman, the yin to my yang, the flame of my candle, yahda yahda yahda - for real, the mind-reading, the knowing of our true selves, all of it. Yah. Found her and proceeded to fly it straight into the ground. lol, damnit.

Check your emotions and read:

THE PROBLEM is that we live in a world of physical, emotional, spiritual complications AND TIME - call that baggage, call it karma, call it whatever...ya'll know how it is...there are...things, obstacles between the union of two souls occupying different bodies...

Same for everybody, right?

People often choose to work thru this together, over the course of a lifetime. I guess that's what a lot of people really dream of doing, right here on okcupid, and some succeed, and they inspire the whole dang world! Hahah! That's the program a'ight!

But then - you've seen it too many times - how the magical qualities become over-shadowed by the conflict until at some point, we have another couple of co-habitating, lonely, misunderstood people...going out into the world every day just hoping to spy a fraction of the real thing. Developing those misanthropic hobbies, friendships, and head-trips to entertain, not actually free to move on anything, and in a nutshell, miserable. Eeeek. Take me out, Chief!

As soon as we realized the same thing was happening to us also, we decided to split while our love was still pure. We liberated each other so that we could go anywhere, be anyone, and do anything necessary to keep ALIVE this experience of true love.

Now, if any of you made it to here, and are thinking, "wtf is he talking about his ex for - @#&$!" then I politely gesture toward your own past and ask, "Upon what history are you standing? Own it, share it. If you're unwilling to, then it suggests to me you are fictionalizing yourself for the sake of some fantasy. And It is the only chance of even knowing another person."

There are no ideals or standards which fit our generation - we live in an era totally unique in the course of human evolution. Those that are interested in seeing the light will transcend the duality and conflict, and the rest will continue fearing the coming 'zombie apocalypse' or whatever - I'll be in Atlantis or some other dimension by then, hopefully with you, sweetheart. Fly!

I think I've pretty much covered that - what I'm NOT good at is remembering trivia and facts. I sometimes whip up a great improvisational meal, but in all honesty, I'm not a very good cook, although I love good food. I am terrible at playing roles, or pretending to be something I'm not...

BLUE BLUE EYES, good fashion, tall, eccentric-looking. Strangers often ask if I am a musician. wtf? well, ok, I am.

This is the best part about meeting new people!! - I love it all, I want to hear your favorite music, and read your books, and go to your restaurants -- that's why I'm sitting on a gold mine already, because I've known a lot people with GREAT TASTE in all aspects of culture. But I guess this sort of thing is important to people, so, one of these days, I'll put together a list of my greatest influences. eeeek, what a task.

Listen, if your cup is full, your cup is full - if not, it is ready to be filled again with fresh. Life is a win win, and I'm not insensitive to the value of what is past, but. We are here now.

Love. and how everything has a relationship to everything else, and what does that all boil down to? Technology, industry, the manifest destiny of the human race...our planet, my family, other people's families, how government fails, how the wage-system is flawed - how we are the Gods of our own universii which came into existence as we formed in our Mother, and how She represents a being of power greater than our own godhood. I float up, I drift down. I find it all very exciting.

Trying to balance my thirst for adventure and sport with good-sense and a commitment to my well-being. Lately, drawing a lot.

Since 97% of you are already lost to me, this is probably as close as we are going to get - so it is now time, my Lovely, to slip in, and get out...if you know what I mean - I admit that I have been mystified, confused, and clumsy about sex all my life. I will also admit that I have been the best student of tantra ever to walk this land of nubien bountilicious mountains of the yummiest, softest, most undulating and wonderful rhythm ever to have swayed the ocean, planet, or cosmos AND I swear to you, that I'm getting better and better with age -- you might want to scheck it out while the physical is still in top condition...otherwise I guess you'll have to just read the book, study the prints, and wonder about who that King Nitram guy really was.